Today I give up. I lost. I am done. I admit defeat. A double boy visit at the doctor resulted in a strep throat diagnosis for Devon and a sinus infection for Loren. Our local pharmacy is was knee deep in incompetence this afternoon which resulted in a nearly two hour wait for the many prescriptions we needed for the boys. Of course I had Devon with me, hacking and pitifully crying for his medicine. The pharmacists asked me why I didn’t request his antibiotics in a form they carried in stock. I wanted to ask them why the fuck they took so long putting pills in bottles because, hello, what is so damn hard about that? But I didn’t. I kept my mouth shut and snuggled Devon on my lap. Of course I imagined horrible thoughts on the pharmacists as I sat there stewing and understanding why sometimes customers simply lose it and go all postal on idiots.