Monthly Archives: September 2006

Morning moments

This morning was a bit disorganized and I found that we were running low on time to get out the door and to three different schools on time. As I was drying Cassidy’s hair I asked Loren if he would … Continue reading

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On duty

The thing about being divorced is that not only do you split your assets and incomes but you also divide your time. While the relief from fighting and living in tension brings new found energies, being alone and on duty … Continue reading

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Just for today

Sometimes grief is just too much for words. So today I focused on images. The tears were ever present but the beauty of the season is still breathtaking.

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Plain ole Tuesday

There seems to be a fine line of what exactly I can accomplish in a day. Will I focus on working and actually making some money? Will I unpack boxes and locate all the random things we have been missing? … Continue reading

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Get the hell out of my way

One of my most favorite things in the world is a cup of of coffee -cafe au lait style- in the mornings. I like to drink half a cup as soon as I get up, another one after the children … Continue reading

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Perfect afternoon

There are moments when it all comes together. Those times, be they an afternoon, an hour or just a few minutes, when all the baggage just melts away and I breathe and actually relax. Yesterday afternoon was one of those … Continue reading

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And this week’s cancer is….

I truly want to believe that I don’t have brain cancer. I want to think that my cluster of migraine activity is due to the fact that my seemingly healthy father just up and died of a massive heart attack … Continue reading

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And then there were three

Today marks three months since my father died. The last few weeks have been particularly hard. I don’t know if it is because the first wave of shock has worn off and the reality of forever has begun to sink … Continue reading

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Cosmic Exchanges

I once read somewhere that when a woman whacks off the majority of her hair that mountains can be moved from the results; a major change in hair length or style is indicative of big things to come. Today I … Continue reading

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Turning

Today was the first day since early June that resembled anything close to normal. The older kids went to school, I got a bit of work done and had ample chances to entertain Devon. There was no frantic work to … Continue reading

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